For the last year or so, my brain has obviously been developing some new neural pathways or mutating for maximum efficiency of getting really excited about random stuff because every couple of weeks it seems to bail me up in the corner like a cheerful drunk at a party and go 'HEY, YOU REMEMBER WHEN-' and just won't shut up about whatever it is into at the moment.
One of the things it's been yammering about recently is camping.
My family hasn't been camping for years.
The last time I remember was... 2004, just before I had my wisdom teeth out and was consigned to the scrap heap with the rest of the unwise.
And I haven't got any friends who go camping regularly - if at all - so I haven't gone on any exciting non-family camping trips since then either.
But at the moment it is all I can think about.
I want to go camping.
I want to put a tent, an air mattress, a sleeping bag, a handful of clothes and a bucketful of bug spray into my car and piss off somewhere camping.
I know that there is a nostalgia factor.
That there are things about camping that are extra annoying in any setting and things that are extra annoying in specific settings*.
I like the simplicity of only having what you brought with you.
No paralysis of choice on what to do because you've only got what you brought with you and the location you're in as options.
I like waking up going 'Jesus Christ, it must be like 10am! I must have slept in like crazy because it is BAKING in here!' and getting out of your tent to find that it's actually 7:30am and pleasantly mild once you're not inside a synthetic chamber of temperature amplification.
I like not having electricity because you have to REALLY want to finish that chapter in the book to sit there holding a book in one hand and a torch in the other.
Or with a torch clamped between chin and neck.
Or with the torch stuck in your mouth like the world's most unsuccessful pacifier.
I like being able to sit around in a folding chair or flop around in a hammock and not having to think 'I should get up and do that housework/shopping/organising/mending' because you've left all that bullshit at home.
I like the food, even when you cock it up.
It's handy that this trek in Nepal is going to have a camping component so I can calm my jonesing body down and get it to focus on other things that its sudden resurgent camping addiction**.
And when I get back and it's all summer and lovely, I might somehow manage to fit in some camping.
Though I'll be fighting the rest of Australia to find room anywhere decent at that time of year...
*In specific settings this will either relate to the terrain, the weather, or your fellow campers (e.g. drunks staggering home loudly late at night or tiny children running about screaming ridiculously early in the morning. Though if the kids run screaming around the tents of those shitty drunks while they're getting over their hangovers... Heh heh.)
**In Nepal I'll probably be distracted from my camping addiction by how tired I am and how my feet don't love me no more.